tis the season to get rejected. hahah i dread going home to check the mail, i dread checking my email, i dread the silence of hearing nothing. all forms of rejection. and with all these letters that say i just dont measure up, i started to lose hope. hope in a future that I dreamt about. hope for a passion that stirs in my heart. I lost the enthusiasm of looking forward to the great things i have in store for me. it's so much easier to not have any dreams or expectations. that way, when some things dont come true, the heart isnt crushed and the disappointment is not so real. but i believe in God. and i know He believes in me too. so i still dare to dream big. to ask Him to do the impossible. the unexpected because i know He will deliver. I mean, learning about Abraham... When hope was dread within him, Abraham went on hoping in faith... he relied on the Word of God... (Genesis 22:20-21) So i will continute to trust God with the possessions He has given me I will continue to trust God with the purposes He has planned for me I will continue to trust God wih the promises that He has spoken to me. I will continue to love God with all that I am. | 
